Entries from April 2009

April 24, 2009

Focus and Change

I used to focus on changing the world.
All the while, neglecting the focus to change me.
I once was a catalyst for change in others.
But the reactions are spent now and I am too.
I’m learning that when I don’t have a healthy outlook on my
individual life, I contribute to the sum of problems that I see [...]

April 15, 2009

Transformation

In just a few months I will be 35.
Half a life.
Sure people live longer then 70, but quality seems to decline rapidly.
Not at all what I expected.
But I haven’t been disciplined enough to meet my expectations.
This is my personal year of transformation and change.
Change in my outlook.
….my habits.
….my emotions.
….my physique.
….my finances.
….my growth.
In the movie “Transformers” [...]

April 8, 2009

Ponderings on Worship

On the way to work, I was pondering music, worship, and leadership and I remembered this quote from Los’ blog a few months ago where he was describing what he calls a “Lukewarm” Worship Leader:
“Is almost exclusively dependent on other’s songs to sing than writing songs for where their local church is at.” —-> [...]

April 1, 2009

Suspend

TIME.
So I can become motivated to do the things that I need to do.
So I can get done the things I have to do.
So I won’t go so freakin’ crazy!!!
How do you make time to get everything done?